Graduation was...
Alot for me lmao
It was from 8...a to 4. Laaaawwwddddd so many people 🥲💀👀 lmao
There were 36 graduates and we all had to deliver a presentaion about the top 3 things we enjoyed that transformed us in the class. Of course i ate thaf shit up 🥰 yumyumyum i loove that stuff lmao
But that took 4 hours for everyone to go.
Next we had lunch and then the graduation.
They asked if anyone wanted to get up and speak. Next thing i knew, my brain raised my hand.
I approached the podium and blacked out. I didnt blackout fr but i went into a different version of myself. Like auto pilot...she comes in clutch when im nervous or anxious. However, she also isnt clutch when i need to be present.. I get kinda checked tf out. I'm getting better 😌
Im the only black person in the group though, isnwhat i was about to mention. I HAD to say something...stand out a little more, ya know. I dont like to do it but i need to do it. Im trying to grow in this company...salary not title lmao "i vwant ze cashh shmoney 😈"
It was fun and i met some amazing people. I mentioned that i was awkward when i was up there... I remember that part because that was before I turned the switch on haha. Sure enough afterwards everyone is like ," omg no you're not"...but they dont even know me. If someone who knew me in real life saw my work self, they'd be puzzled like hold up....who tf is this 🤢🤮 lmao
I like it that way. I dont want friends at work. I have a couple that naturally just clicked but im not welcoming just whoever into my shit because I have to say good morning and see you every day. People be crazy...like, in.real.life! lmao
Anyway, thats done. Next, that degreeeeeee 😜🙌🏾🥹
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