I went to lunch today with one of my classmates. Was supposed to be 4 of us but hey, there we were. We're chatting and whatnot and all of a sudden, they give me their YouTube and start dropping bars and I'm like omg! I do tha🤐🤫🤫🤫🥸
Close one...that was cccccccclose with a hard C. I'm getting good at controlling my outbursts.
And now, looking back I should've said that I do that too. I'm so nervous of being confronted by someone who thinks I should do or say something different. It's like, ok but I didn't ask for an opinion. You like it, support me, both or neither lol. Unless you have the resources or are motivating me to improve, OK. I'll take construction but diversion??? Nigga???? Nooooo, booboo.
I dunno...based on the way the conversation led up to that point, I wasn't sure if they were genuine or pulling a "hey, I like black millennial stuff, too. We're cool right?" Trying to bait me into revealing some shit they'll hold against me when I run for president of something. Is that anxiety or paranoia? Or is it FACCCCTTTSSS, NO PRINTER 🤣
Please, please...I'm here all week. I hope so, at least.
I also don't socialize well online. I'm very
...at a loss for words belive it or not. Like shooting the shit? Yea, no...I'm not a shooter. I'm a dropper, stopper, taker with my shit lmao
In real life tho? I talk lol I prefer the human part of communication...I type emils all day. I need some people interaction, that's that face to face, active listening with body language. I'm also arite without it lmao heeelllppppp 😩
I've got homework to do but check out my YouTube if you're bored. I talk over there sometimes too.🥰
Love ya 🫶🏾
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