Not Lazy...

 I was thinking...

I'm always writing. Let me read something! Instead of my normal prowl around the gram, I swiped left and opened my google articles...which I hate. I wish I could turn that feature off lmao but today, it came in handy. Anyway, I saw this article about 11 things that lets everyone who's not lazy af, know that you're lazy af. 

I'm lazy but i don't think anyone knows. Well, except you know lmao

One of the first things mentioned is language. Word choice and how someone speaks is a clear red flag if they're lazy or not...allegedly. I love to decorate my sentences, LOVE it...but I'm not lazy. 

Or am I? 

To sum it up, here are the 11 things...ELEVEN lmao woooow....a hard worker definitely put this together haha

1. Always making excuses....are reasons  the same as excuses?

2. They constantly complain...well, I don't do it out loud...whoops, there's an excuse 😭

3. They're flaky. Neveeer been that...except that year my psoriasis got out of control.

4. They're not receptive to feedback. I love feedback...I do, I do, I do-ooo

5. They never take initiative. Not me at all lmao Wish it could be sometimes.

6. They brag about goals before achieving them. 

7. They're always in their comfort zone.

8. Their words and actions dont align.

9. Theyre not curious.

10. They lack urgency.

11. They rely on luck.

Some of these, i understand. Other things...ionno. Im not as lazy as I thought i was. 

What about you? Are you lazy or nah?

I'm have less of these mannerisms than i expected so thats a relief. I could be in denial because i dont want to be associated with laziness. I only relate to the first 2 lol

I hope you dont take those articles seriously. Its all opinion-driven. Am i lazy? Or is the motivation off😏

Deflect. Deflect. Deflect. Hiya!

I need help directing a music video for my single. My creative network is on imaginary at the moment. Something is giving me the feeling we'll be in alignment soon enough. Not worried or rushed but it's top 6, not 6 on my to do list.

Its hard living 2 lives but its not a juggling issue for me. Its finding time to be who i need to be and who i prefer to be.

Whats life for? To make others happy or to find happiness for yourself? I guess that all depends on your purpose. If youre a giver and it fuels you, its great. If you're like me and give out of love, whether it fuels or drains you isnt a factor in the forefront. Its an after thought, a way after thought. Tryna think ahead 🤓

Im going to start painting. I need to get some little canvases...im not sure what ill draw but itll be fire. I love to paint and draw. Thats all i did growing up. I was THAT girl with the pencil.

Im rusty but the vision and skills are forever.

Painting helps center my brain. My chakras are off like crazy these days. Cursing like a sailor, indulging like an addict, self pitty like a loser. Its gross, and im annoying myself lol

Lets get this ship turned around!

Hair update is there but the pic is sideways. I cant figure out how to turn it from my phone so figure it out haha.

💚deena