A Doozey

I won't lie, this week...month...year has been challenging for me. I usually create more when my regular life is...ya know...ionno if you know but if you know, you know. But anyway, Ive always written...brings me soooo much joy. When i open this app, i sing a little diddy (pause) and swing my feet back and forth. I get so excited to pour my thoughts out and clear my mind. I wish i wouldve found my groove sooner but i also believe that all things happen the way they're meant to...kinda like life isn't personal. The way people treat you, the way luck favors you, the people you meet, love, loathe, even the babies you grow, it's all meant to be the way it is. If thats not the case, this thought process helps me forgive and forget at the very least. Helps me move on and see people for who they are, not what they do. Those things are aligned of course to some degree but im cautious moving forward instead of salty or hurt...ya know what i mean? When i remind myself things were meant to be the way they are, im at peace and just kinda lock in and brace myself.

But anyway, blogging yes....this is safe, healthy, productive, reflection/shadow work. 

But it's not fixing my life...If i was Iyanla, maybe i wouldve found the combination by now 🤔 But its ok really, I wasn't expecting writing to solve my 94-sided rubix cube lol 

Annnnnnyway what i was saying was, I had a challenging week, right? Arite, so boom! I'm chillin 😌  doing my Friday night thing or whatever and my friend reached out to invite me over to like a girls night next week. 

Now, unbeknownst to her, as mentioned a couple posts back, I'm in a pickle haha and guess what? SHE DROVE ALL THE WAY TO ME just to check on me. I wasn't expecting that. I even told her, pleaded for her not to come lmao I wanted to see her but I didn't want her in the middle of...a pickle lmao 

But it was what I needed....A paper plane and a friend lmao no, but really...all of my friends are phenomenal. Ya see, I pick my friends like I pick my fruit. My granny taught me that when I was only a youth. I hope that's what she's saying...nothing more embarrassing than singing the lyrics wrong to an old popular song. Everybody knows you've sang it that way for 20 years🥹...embaarrraaasssiiinnnggg 😭 I'm positive that's correct though. Badu is my giiirrrll

I got a couple of suggestions in the suggestion box. One was to talk more about my personal life. If nosey was a person lmao. This is about all im willing to give. I like my privacy when it involves people who could be immediately impacted by my words... in real life, yes I'll talk if you ask but asking on here anonymously makes me wonder if that request from from friend, foe, or hoe lmao I'm gonna title this... no. No I'm not wtf haha🤣🤣🤣

I'm open for other suggestions and I hope I fulfilled your request. Yall dont want biscuits, huhn? Just the teeeaaaaaa huhn? 😅

I've been drawing to keep my mind in a happy space. 

This is Trina...she's a dreamer 🥰😜

Trina AKA Da Baddest Turtle from the Motherfuckin 305