Ain't No Thang

Has anyone ever asked you where you see yourself in 5 years? I hate that question...Who am I to guess that kind of thing? Let alone, tell it to someone I haven't vetted as "safe"...

But where do I see myself? Maybe if I really put some thought and effort into goal setting...🤔

It's hard to say for sure, my mind is forever distracted. I could say I see myself happy while frustrsted for sure. That's consistent 😆

I also see myself with my bachelor's degree. Thats happening...it's happening.

I see myself definitely traveling more. Been hooked on this channel lately and it makes me wanna pack a bag and jet. Sooo pretty.  The world is so big and I've barely stepped foot into the unknown.  When the kids get bigger, I'm outta here, pookie 🫰🏾🥰 I'm looking forward to experiencing a life of fulfillment...like, self fulfillment ya know? I wonder what it would be like to do things I want to do and not just a weekend trip or a day off. I wanna slide for a month. A VACATION. Wherever I go has to be far, unique, peaceful... maybe a hiking and camping retreat in the jungle with a waterfall😍

I don't like wild animals enough to be asleep outside, arms and legs loose in the wild.I'm thinking if my imagination wants to go or if I really trust wanna go lol. That may be an issue I could overcome in the next 5 years haha. I went clear kayaking and had a blast with the turtles and fish swimming through my lil meaty toes....was so beautiful and i just felt....at home. So calm and unbothered, so free and connected and the same time.

If you never thought about your 5 year plan, maybe you should. The nerve of me lmao This was kinda fun though I guess...nothing professionally driven but I've only ever worked to support children. Once they gain more independence, I can allocate more to myself i hope. Selfish lil mf in 5 yrs...but still considerate/selfless and whatnot 😄 Balance, my friends! 

Arite, 5 years. We have more travel, more educated (on paper), and keeping my optimism up.

Easy enough 😭 🫶🏾

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