Love and Hate: Instagram

I recently got back on social media. Initially it was to post my surprise debut freestyle album lmao I know...sounds like I'm joking but for real. I freestyle in my closet when people hurt my feelings. If it's not too specific, I keep it and publish it. Why not? One day, I'll be impressed with what I was able to find the time for lol

But yea, I hate Instagram... and love ts out of it. If I wasn't so desperate to....ehn, not "desperate". That's a reach lmao I'm just distracted. The scrolling, liking things then remembering people can see it, sharing things before I watch the whole video is another one I hate lol I also hate how those damned trending songs manifest their way into my algorithm. 

I hate watching people and interacting with them even though I know I'll never connect with them in the real world. I want to, but most people aren't into the whole face to face thing. Or talking on the phone... it's just all... imaginary. 

My brain is too maleable for Instagram. I have feelings...ew. lmao I'm cool tho, I get it.

Not really bwahaha! but I understand there are different strokes for different folks. 

Social media is just too blurry for me... For some people i wonder, are we cool fr or just on here? Lmao 

If I see you in real life, I speak.i hug. I ask how you've been, I make eye contact. I can't be the only one still doing that...am I? Wtf is wrong with you people? What kind of southerners are you?? haha

I'm a connected person. I value human connection. It's pretty interesting when you think about it... the human experience. Empathy, forgiveness, accountability, communicating, laughing, creating, dancing, crying... it's all universal but so unique at the same time. People things: The ultimate why and how. 

I'm addicted to writing in here at the moment so, thank you again for reading. 

You can write back in the comments, or just enjoy...no pressure lol

💚deena