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 Birthdays are the real "new year" lol. 

This year is gonna be good. They've all been good, I'm still here lol.

I'm really impressed with my consistency with posting on here. I can't wait to write lately and it makes me so happy. This year, I'm going to continue to focus on minding my business, taking care of myself, and learning something new. 

Enough of that lol

My son graduated pre-k today. It was the best part of the day to see him towering over his classmates in his cap and gown. He's only 5 but he's over 4ft tall. I was 4 ft in the 4th grade lmao. 

It's a beautiful feeling to watch your kids grow and become independent thinkers. The process of parenting is forever rewarding.

Tomorrow is Tina's big day! Planning graduation stuff is not my strength whatsoever...at all. If you have babies, save your coins and start planning now haha

I'm nervous because I know I'm going to cry...like real hard and ugly lol I'm still on the fence if I'm going to follow the "no clapping til it's over" rule. I want to be respectful of the ceremony and her peers...it's been a long journey for my baby. My first 2 babies really truly saw me get it out the mud. Literally af...

Yea, imma clap haha! That's my baaaayybbyy head ahh fr. From a public speaker's view, I can see how obnoxious and disruptive that may be. Especially after they specifically told my ass not to lol. Oh well, YOLO...YOGO? You know lol

Everyone's asking what I'm doing for my birthday..momming. Don't feel bad for me. I like what I do lol This is my gift, watching the fruits of my labor succeed because they want to, not because I beat it into them lol. Great attendance, working, no babies, good grades, I'm blessed with the opportunity to be of sound mind and decent health to be there. 

Life is my gift, seeing my babies grow into adults. I'm excited for Tina. I hope one day she understands me and my life. I hope to understand her too...as she grows and experiences the world on her own I'm sure she'll change. We all do...Damn, crying already lmao 

Thank you for the birthday wishes and gifts and laughs and good times today...all of it. I'm overwhelmed with gratitude and excited for whatever may be headed my way.

I'm not much of a drinker these days but if you are, take a shot for me? Cheers to 34 years and many more ahead! 

Love yall and thank you for reading 🥰🥰🥰

💚deena