Whatever date it is

 This week was long. Especially yesterday...

I had an embarrassing day, not a bad day. And for me, embarrassing days are a different level of day classifications.

I was in a meeting and it was my turn to answer an improv type of question...they asked me about a time I caught something and how did I respond. 

First of all, what could I have possibly caught in my life besides a cold, and a ball...like what? So I told about a time I caught a ball. Oh gosh, reliving the humiliation as I type 🥴

I told about the time I played softball but I mentioned my...ya know..."unique high-school experience " and immediately I thought whoooaaah! No, wrong audience😭 

Everyone's faces on the webex looked so shocked and speechless. Some were doing the math in their heads, some looked mortified...idk, it could all be in my head but i thoight about it so much that I started to panic and replay what I said in my head over and over...and it was all recorded and I just wish I didn't share so much yesterday. I just want to redo my answer to that goofy ass question.

I mean here it is, the next day and I woke up thinking about it. I need to let it go and move forward. My story isn't embarrassing, but yea....that's how I made myself feel. Doesn't happen often but I gotta work on not doing that to myself. 

Work in progress... I'm writing it down and letting it go in 3...2... gone. 

💚deena