My intentions for this year are to lock in and elevate. Spiritually, physically, mentally...elevation is the intention. I want to feel wiser, healthier, and happier by the end of 2025.
I struggle with routines. Most days I feel like I'm always working for someone else...my husband, my kids, my employer. and then there I am, struggling to use whatever time is left in my day to prosper and take care of myself. I realize I've been doing "it" in the wrong order but it really is difficult when others are demanding of you louder than you demand yourself for yourself...does that make sense? Of course it does. If you get it, you know what I mean. I feel like I'm last by default.
You ever apply for a job and get it? You're so grateful and abundant but there are parts of the job they left out so that you wouldn't hesitate to take the offer.
That's lowkey how marriage and motherhood can feel sometimes. I am grateful and life is beautiful, but I am always caring for others almost 90% more than I care about myself. I make sure they're clean before me, fed before me, warm before me, safe before me, educated before me, happy before me, at peace before me...i mean you name it, I do it for me last. Except complain. I do that for myself first lol and I want to switch that shit around ya know...that's the goal and the intent. My intentions are to stop bitching and start rearranging my life so that I am fulfilled and able to regain stability on my bad days...cuz let's be real. They'll be sprinkled in my year here and there but as long as I can keep my cool and balance all the feels, I'll be aight...yep.
What are your intentions for this year? How do you want to feel by the end of the year?
No judgement here btw. Love yall to the moon and back 😊
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💚deena
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