January 15th

 What's one skill or hobby you want to develop this year?

For me, I'd like to be a better skater. I can stand still in my skates, and I can survive a couple of scoots. When I think of myself as a character, I imagine I'd give myself skater girl vibes so why not? 

I fell pretty hard a few years ago and braced myself with my wrist. I wasn't "injured" but I'm always nervous now and I shouldn't be. Falling can be a part of developing, I guess. I wish it wasn't because my wrists are 30 sumn now...ya know. It's a little risky lol.

I also want to develop my skill to get my shit together. I manage and I work well in a crisis but why? I want to work on practicing working well when there is no crisis. Why I gotta be under pressure to accomplish the mission? I'm sure it's a habit I've developed while adulting lol 

Life can be enjoyable though. I've experienced it recently after taking a few classes on leadership. I was voluntold into this series of classes and I don't like sitting all day but, I'm learning about myself and I'm not as hard on myself about my flaws and bad habits. Even the way I interact with people has been put under the microscope for analysis. Really cool stuff when you learn about yourself...it puts your relationships and interactions into a new perspective. Plus I've met some really amazing people with interesting personalities...People that I would have never imagined having things in common with but we're all connected in some way.

I also want to be more consistent with building my foundations. Keeping it generic so i don't spill my beans before they're done soaking but I have so many-mini project, I can't ever finish. I need to practice locking in and checking it off my list.

This year, ya girl is skating my way to successful, productive habits.

What about you?

💚deena