Remember when I said I was giving Orphias the silent treatment?...And how she's "always right".
Well she is. I hate to admit it and I won't say it aloud but between me and you...somehow, some way, Orphias is always right and it pisses me the hell off...only because that means I'm always wrong lol
But fuck that. It's pay week. I always have a great week when theres a fat check at the end of the tunnel. Well it's not "fat" but its a check, nonetheless...Is that one word?
Anyway, I've recent;y reconnected with an old friend and I'm struggling to look at it as just a friendship. It seems as though, once again, I'm probably jumping in too soon lol. Especially since I've never met the current version of this guy but anyway... Of course, Facebook reconnected us and then Skype came into play and texting...blah blah blah. Very handsome guy, and very smart but very far away and very...far lol. He's cool though. All crush-related feelings aside, he's a cool person. And if by chance, but hopefully not, I get caught in another friend zone, I wouldn't mind it this time.
[Well nevermind, because I know myself better than I think I do sometimes. I won't be ok with it at first. I'll go through my whole "So, well fine. Fuck you too then, anyway. I'm just too much woman for you probly...and who's that?! Oh, so you like her now, huh? ...that's alright though..." And then....then i'll be over it :) ]
I really like where our level of communication is taking us, though. It's like we never lost contact with each other...and he's cute. Well not really, but he's handsome. That fits his face better lol. I'll name him Jumbo (he's tall).
So Jumbo and I have been texting and skyping for about 2 weeks...maybe 3. And I've never had better days at work or more time with the girls or better connections with my parents... Everything is just flowing rather nicely right now.
I'm prepping for my big 21st birthday celebration. Last year, my birthday sucked. You could say I was being selfish but your birthday is the one day of the year where you're excused when you demand all attention and delightful incentives be directed towards and given to you...and it was nothing like that. Nothing at all like that. I'm going away from Wacksonville this year for my birthday celebration and nothing will stop me. Even if I have to rent a bike and make my way towards my destination, that is what it will be. (I'd rent a car but I'm not sure how my credit will look on May 29 of this year. I don't think they check your credit when renting a bike. And theres less of a chance i'll get another traffic ticket.)
Well she is. I hate to admit it and I won't say it aloud but between me and you...somehow, some way, Orphias is always right and it pisses me the hell off...only because that means I'm always wrong lol
But fuck that. It's pay week. I always have a great week when theres a fat check at the end of the tunnel. Well it's not "fat" but its a check, nonetheless...Is that one word?
Anyway, I've recent;y reconnected with an old friend and I'm struggling to look at it as just a friendship. It seems as though, once again, I'm probably jumping in too soon lol. Especially since I've never met the current version of this guy but anyway... Of course, Facebook reconnected us and then Skype came into play and texting...blah blah blah. Very handsome guy, and very smart but very far away and very...far lol. He's cool though. All crush-related feelings aside, he's a cool person. And if by chance, but hopefully not, I get caught in another friend zone, I wouldn't mind it this time.
[Well nevermind, because I know myself better than I think I do sometimes. I won't be ok with it at first. I'll go through my whole "So, well fine. Fuck you too then, anyway. I'm just too much woman for you probly...and who's that?! Oh, so you like her now, huh? ...that's alright though..." And then....then i'll be over it :) ]
I really like where our level of communication is taking us, though. It's like we never lost contact with each other...and he's cute. Well not really, but he's handsome. That fits his face better lol. I'll name him Jumbo (he's tall).
So Jumbo and I have been texting and skyping for about 2 weeks...maybe 3. And I've never had better days at work or more time with the girls or better connections with my parents... Everything is just flowing rather nicely right now.
I'm prepping for my big 21st birthday celebration. Last year, my birthday sucked. You could say I was being selfish but your birthday is the one day of the year where you're excused when you demand all attention and delightful incentives be directed towards and given to you...and it was nothing like that. Nothing at all like that. I'm going away from Wacksonville this year for my birthday celebration and nothing will stop me. Even if I have to rent a bike and make my way towards my destination, that is what it will be. (I'd rent a car but I'm not sure how my credit will look on May 29 of this year. I don't think they check your credit when renting a bike. And theres less of a chance i'll get another traffic ticket.)
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