And then there was Wednesday...

I had a great Monday for once...weirdest shit I've ever experienced actually.
0 New Messages in my work email
no sticky notes on my calander
no idiots crying because we dont carry "Them Mags"...
no bills due
no money to ration in the first place
knowing payday is approaching

...I feel like Monday stole the glory for the rest of the week...Having a great Monday kinda sucked because now i dont have anything to mourn over and complain about for the next 4 days but im sure i'll find SOMETHING to gripe about..I'm a single chick with babies...I think I have a 24/7 pass to always be grumpy.? lol

But seriously though, I think my week is going great because i know im leaving jacksonville in a few days. Last time i had a great monday, my family reunion was that weekend. Im so excited to get away from slow ass Jax...the clubs are dry, the movies are dry, the malls are dead or too damn far...im just over it.like wtf are you supposed to do around this bit?its always the same people everywhere.i get so irritated when i find myself calling leisurely Walmart fiascos "fun". I never really enjoy my work week until i kno its almost over...like a Bell Curve,unless i know for sure I wont be wasting my weekend doing watever the hell everybody else wants to do. I think I'm entirely too nice and forgiving...so when I finally decide to speak up for myself I come across as being a crazy demonic person but really, it's just approx 5 months worth of frustration being released in one small, but powerful, explosion...I used to be mean and I think I miss it...speaking my mind and watching people's different flustered reactions to the evil, creative webs of curse-combos I picked up along the way to age 20...everything went my way back then...like literally everything and I was never stressed out or irritated or...broke.lol.I miss being friendless sometimes. I enjoy the company of course but all that extra stuff...being subconciously obligated to do favors that do more harm than good...and although most friendships are 50/50...theres always someone who's giving a little more or recieving a little more...but of course thats neither here nor there (whatever that means?)...but yes, payday is tomorrow and rent has been accounted for...this week has been the bomb and I'd be an idiot to let something ruin it...work related "stuff", that is...