excuses,excuses...i know,i know

ok so obviously there is a bit of a technical setback:no phone,no video bloggin.thts an entirely different story in itself...

but u kno me...always on the bright side of things lol.ive been late pretty much everyday,everywhere i go but im learning to read the sun...and i kid u not.i kno it sounds weird but i kno tht wen its hot as hell,its around noon-thirty and wen its straight,its like 2-ish u kno.and i can tell by the traffic light pattern if im on sch or not just in case its rainin or watever.i dnt have ppl blowin me up,i have a valid reason to keep my number to myself at the gas station/work/wherever, aaaand i dnt have ppl blowin me up askin me y i ddnt do this or tht or tellin me to do stuff for thm...like i actually have more freedom without my phone u kno.and maybe im crazy and ive just been convincing myself tht this ish is the bee's knees but it beats moping around and watnot lol.there are a few setbacks like not knowin pplz numbers by heart,not bein able to find out important info instantly...not being able to video blog :( ...

but anywayyy school is the bomb this semester.ive been so on point tht i was jus as surprised as my professor lmao.we were both like "wow!i cant believe this is being turned in...& its completed!?ohhh shxt!" haha.he's kool tho.his name is simply fred and hes crazy funny...thn my other class is too easy.so easy tht i get nervous im missin somethin lol.but its going very well...much better than last fall and spring put together lol

and work...well ive been up at the mall a lil more lately and i love it.jimmy johns tho...not so much my cup of tea but i gotta keep 2 jobs if i plan on workin the mall jus bcuz my hrs wouldnt pay daycare and put gas in my car...it would only do one or the other u kno?so im lookin round tryna get this money u kno.hell ill clean houses if i have to.which i wouldnt mind if i had my mp3's on point and a good battery life.as much as the word "sandwhich" makes my skin crawl,im surprised i havnt quit jimmy johns yet.and for those who dont know me well,i have a serious unnaturally low tolerance for mouth noises and mouth spit so workin the register up close tryna hear pplz orders isnt really my cup of tea...at all.like i cannot stand for ppl to have like bubbles...freakin mounds of bubbles of spitty foam building up in their mouth while they speak in my face.i cant look past it.its all i focus on:how gross it is,how annoying tht slushing "s" sound gets,or how thin and stringy tht crap looks wen ppl ask for the "beach club" and they make the "cl" sound..ugghhhhh omgoodness just typing this down makes me dread going to work in 12+ hours lol.the only thing i look forward to is my sandwich at the end of the night shift.wen u work day shift,ur sandwich is half price...night shift tho,since it would be in the trash anyway,u get it for freeeee and i lovvee it.i love it evn more wen everyone but me goes for a cig break.since i dnt smoke those stank things,i get to work and use my jimmy johns training and bust like 4 sandwiches in 2 minutes,wrap them,put thm in my purse and ill be set for the week as far as dinner goes...or lunch too if i feel hungry round the time i get out of class the nxt day lol.but anyway...yea im def lookin for either more hrs at fbo or another job in replacement of jimmy johns.

theres actually alot of stuff tht id like to blog about but
1.i have a strict rule of not mentioning names or talking about things/ppl tht have nothing to do with me or wat im doin

2.its like 3:30 am and i woke up to an ooVoo call so im really scatter brained right now lol

and dnt try to reach me by phone btw.email is much better
or facebook is good also.dnt expect immediate responses bcuz im in a bit of a pickle as far as instant contact goes but things happen u kno?lol.aaand on tht note,goodnight :)

and i kno u ddnt think i was gonna leave u without any kind of video.heres one for ya by a frend of mine. jay felder...good stuff :) enjoy!