Today is my last day working as a team up teacher...this job has been...a major learning experience lol.hell i even learned that some things should be sed via telephone,not via text lmao.as happy as i am tht today is the lst day at my job,im gonna miss some of the kids...evn the trouble makers lol.like wen i first got to tht job,i was terrified to be watching a class full of other pplz kids...plus i look 13 so i had a feeling tht they wouldnt listen to me..and i was right lol.like wen i first started,i was with the 5th graders and tht was a mess.some of my fav students are 5th graders tho so eventually it worked out.but i just look back on tht first day and think like...damn i cant believe i stuck around this long lol.i got cussed out on my first day by one of the 5th graders,ive gotten hit by a student,my foots been stepped on,and ive almost had my feelings hurt lol.but once i realized tht my shyness was holdin me back,i opened my mouth and thngs got much better lol.even tho i love the kids,this job def made me second guess my urge to be a teacher lol.esp second grade with the attitude problems and crying and throwin stuff and smackin ppl...ugh lol.but its all good tho.but yea...
these past 2 weeks have been rough on my mind...the girls got kicked out of daycare last week on monday...lke i walked in there,ready to drop them off and on my way out both of them were runnin after me with their teachers and i was like wtf?haha.but yea...they wouldnt let me leave thm cuz i was like over 900 behind on payments...i was like...why ddnt yall tell me on friday wen i was up here for the mothers day tea party??like i was sooo pissed.more at myself tho for not keepin up with the tuition.like for a split second i thot about bein a stripper so i could get some quick money lmao...but thn i remembered i cant dance anyway plus my sisters been very good at reminding me "STAY AWAY FROM THE POLE" lmao.but yea...ive been tryin to find ppl for 2 weeks to watch the girls while i got to work so i can get this last pay check and pay these ppl back...and i was surprised at how bad i felt bcuz i dropped alot of ppl bcuz it seemed like they only called me wen they needed somethin but here i was,callin outta nowhere hopin they would babysit for me...and i applied for cash assistance and all tht good stuff but...im still waiting on to call me...i had alot of help tho from a few frends and luthers mom helped out alot too...
soo this summer im just gonna work full time and save save save.
i guess 10 yrs from now ill look back on these past 2 weeks and laugh...or cry lmao.it couldve been worse tho.and evn tho i broke down for a good 5-10 minutes,i got myself together bcuz crying will get u nowhere...unless u can cry and work at the same time...evn thn,ud probly be more successful if u suck it up and get 'er done!haha
have a great weekend!any topic suggestions for the next blog?
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