the other day lorne and i were wondering wat we were haha.it was funny because neither of us have ever really thot about if we were "bf/gf" or just talking/dating.sooo yes,lorne is now my bf and am his gf...even tho the only thing different now is the title lol.i met his step-mom and step-sister the other day with tina.they were pretty awesome :) and im guessing they liked me lol.i kno for sure they loved tina haha.im just nervous about how his family might react to me having 2 kids.usually i dont care about wat ppl have to say in regards to the choices ive made in the past but for some reason,i def care now.i think i just want his family to like me?i dunno...just based on a few of my past relationships,family opinions matter in the long run.lorne has told me plenty of times tht he doesnt care wat other ppl think and i do want to believe that but u never kno.
on the bright side tho,we're doing great lol.everythings goin well...he jus moved into his new dorm room yesterday so we wont be on the phone as much until maybe thursday.he called me last night from a friends phone and we got to talk for a lil bit...he seems like hes havin a good time :) im pretty excited to know tht we're supporting each other with encouragement to do well in our new more mature lifestyles like with college and work and everything.its nice wen u know tht someone is helping u to be a better person instead of holding u back or shoving u forward to do something tht they want u to do.my best friend aundra was telling me a lil while back tht i shouldnt be afraid of sitting back and analyzing the relationships tht i have with ppl.i should always wonder to myself,"what is this person doing that is going to help me and my situation and what can i do thts helpful for this person?"u kno like basically figuring out the meaning or purpose of my relationship with a guy or a friend or watever.and even tho sometimes the conclusions u come to about some ppl may be disappointing,ur helping urself,and maybe even tht other person in the long run.and after thinkin one night,i think lorne and i are helping each other become better ppl because we're not forcing each other to change or delay/rush any life plans.we're encouraging each other to accomplish the goals we had before we even met each other which is pretty awesome to me...lorne's just an awesome guy...:)
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