sorryyyy

i havnt blogged in a while but heres an update...
lorne and i are doin pretty good.he met my parents and it was really weird becuz my mom acted like she ddnt like him and my dad thot he was the greatest guy ever.usually its the other way around.but i wasnt surprised really becuz my moms been a real crank bank lately.like the other day,or earlier this week,my god mom ms yvette from philly came down to visit from tuesday to thurs to spend time with us and my mom ddnt want her to come to our house,made the lady buy a hotel and then told me to tell her i was busy if she wanted to chill with me.i was like wat the heck kind of courtesy is tht?she needed someone to show her around or sumthin cuz she ddnt have a car u kno.soooo i chilled with her wen she got in off of her flight but my mom refused to treat her like a guest.thhhhnnnn on tuesday i was off but i spent all day drivin ms yvette around until her chek in time which was like 3 hrs,which totally ripped a hole in my day tht was impossible to repair.so i moved everything to wednesday...and woke up wednesday to find tht my mom left me a list of stuff to do wen i already told her i had other stuff to do tht was supposed to be done the day before.i did everything on the list which included cleaning the house,cleaning out the car,drivin here and there and callin ppl.she got home and looked in the car and sed "so did u do everything on the list?" and i sed yea.she goes well u ddnt clean the car out...so u must be lying.shes sayin all of this with our guest like right there trying to speak low so only i hear her and im like this woman is tryin me!so im jus like deena,just chill and get over it...but she kept goin on and on.and cleanin out a car like vaccuuming is 1.50 for 5minutes which is not long at all.AND it has to be in quarters!i ran outta quarters so i stopped vaccuuming,dammit!i was broke and had 10 bux left and still needed to get diapers and wipes for lizzy!sooo then she was like so wheres ur portion of the daycare money?and im like...im broke becuz of u!i spent all the daycare money doin shit for u!she MADE me pay a sitter wen the sitter sed it was on the house,which meant "free" last time i checked.so wats tht...60-20=40.then gas to go to the airport was 10 for half a tank:40-10=30.then drivin our guest around for 3 hrs becuz she wasnt aloud in my house and couldnt check in wasted tht half tank! so half again was another 1o so:30-10=20.then tht night,she drove around and left it on E for me the naxt day and i had to go to work! so i put 5 in...20-5=15.then 5 in quartes to clean the damn car!i had 10 bux left...60 dollars almost gone in 3 days cuz of her bs chore list and wasnt givin me gas money or anything.so she was like well get the damn pampers and wipes and jus give me everything u make at work tomoro.and i jus broke down.how the hell can u be so demanding of someone who only gets 35-45 bux/day only 3 days out of the week.and i had only worked 1 day out of the week that time bcuz i had to take off work for a fam reunion tht sucked booty anyway!she wants me to stay broke.if its not one thing,its another.she couldve sed "thanks for cleaning everyroom in the house from top to bottom deena!and thanks for getting groceries!and puttin gas in my car for mother flippin 3 days after i ran it dry!and all of this with ur own money!wow deena,thank mother freakin you!"but no...i get a bunch of bullshit.so yea...i havent been bloggin bcuz im goin thru some things lol.but im fine now i guess...lookin for another job and i start skool like next week(on monday)so yea...sorry it took me so long to update tho.lol
my frend mike texted me the other night like hey,ur fans r waiting for an update!and i was like oh shoot,my blog!but i was too tired to type haha.but im wide awake and bak on my grizzy!lol.
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